She is my miracle baby. I was afraid that i wasn't gonna be able to have children because of my diabetes. And when i found out that I was pregnant with her, I was thrilled. I was happy. Then the last month hit me. Pre-eclampsia, hypertension, swelling and pain. I was in the hospital for almost a week during her delivery and that was brutal. I was in labor for over 30 hours and had a c-section. My boyfriend thought he was gonna lose his two girls that afternoon. I was pure white in the face, eyes darting around, trying to focus on him. He was worried sick. About me and our daughter. Our Izziebear was born at 12:30pm on March 30th and she was loaded up on magnesium sulfate, she had trouble breathing and was ventilated when she was born. She was in the nicu the whole time we recovered. But we have bounced back beautifully and she is God's blessing. All i wanted was a beautiful baby girl. And now, i have her. And i can't wait till she starts calling me mommy.