She loves her Mama and Daddy, is happy when she wakes up from a nap with a big smile, when you change this bundle of Joy she is so happy to see your face and that she is being taken care of, she can't stop smiling 👣 She is so beautiful and happy, she was two months and 3 weeks premature, she had a twin named Aurora, but unfortunately she passed inside the womb on their premature date, Aurora was still born, when I was on monitor after finding out, Isabella's heart rate started dropping so I had to be rushed off to a emergency c section so she was safe, I literally was signing papers on the gurney. Isabella came out 2.1 Lbs 13inches Baby B, Her Sister 2.4 Lbs Baby A, I honestly don't know why, but the doctors say the placenta wasn't getting enough blood flow and oxygen, of course I feel responsible, I should have been on bedrest when I wasn't, I was still doing chores when I shouldn't have, because my boyfriend worked all the time and I didn't wanna ask friends for help, although I did have covid when I was 6 and a half months with them. I feel like Isabella felt what happened and that's why her heart rate started dropping, doctors say Aurora had died in the last 24 hours... They were fraternal twins. We couldn't see Isabella for 8 days after I had her because I had recently had covid and even though I was better I was still testing positive.. my boyfriend had to quarantine in the room with me, if he left they wouldn't have let him back in they said. He used his first week off to be with me and saved his other two for when she came home; he had 3 days before he had to go back to work after I got out of the hospital, he helped me as much as he could and when he wasn't working did all he could to make sure I was ok, postpartum c section isn't easy and postp depression while the depression of losing a child is even worse. We visited her as much as we could, she was in the NICU for 52 days, her heart rate kept dropping and on oxygen but eventually was ok to be home.